December 2010
6 posts
WatchIt’s raw and in horrible condition, but I want this to be in as many places as possible so it doesn’t get lost.
This was such a precious time for me. I want to go back so badly. I was at my best and felt like I could do anything.
I loved the people in this video so deeply and to look in their eyes and see them seeing me is very valuable to me. I remember, every time I see Tony look...
half-life
Doubtless, we’ve been through this,
So if you wanna follow me you should know:
I was lost then, and I’m lost now
And I doubt I’ll ever know which way to go.
Update:
How is it possible that after almost 6 years, practically in different bodies, living hard lives and after so much growth, the heart still finds some people familiar?
I was confused last night whether or not we were going on an actual DATE.
We decided it WAS a date. The next morning, in my bed.
I’m going out tonight.
I’m going out tonight with a man who I haven’t seen since I watched him being gently folded into a police car.
I’m going out tonight with a man who I promised, “If you ever go to jail again, you will never see me again.” and who I thought loved me enough for that to be a viable threat.
I guess the drugs were too strong.
I’m going...
Apologexodus
Happiness is a relative term.
I’ve been “most happy” quite a few times and I never feel the same way. It’s never the same swelling in my chest, tears in my eyes every time.
I cannot be expected to make someone else happy by staying in a situation that leaves me unhappy. I cannot permanently sacrifice the joy I usually take out of life on the premise that I will always...